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The Hardest Part

July 25, 2007

I think the hardest part from someone’s life is when he/she
must choose and decide. Choose between the available option and decide which
option should he chosen. Now I have a problem, I must choose between keep my love in her or to stop and (maybe) its better to find
someone else whose love me too.

In last several days, everything still between YES and NO,
not black nor white, just gray maybe. But now, i`m sure, my problem is already clear,
I choose the hardest option, I decide that I MUSTN`T love her anymore,  because, maybe (actually, i`m sure) she
already found someone better than me.. congratz to her (and him of course)..

Now, how about me ?? Please don’t asked me this question,
because actually i don’t know what I must to do now.  I just know that I’m a loser in this game, in
this sucks love game, why I must have this happened in my life ? why I must
love someone with all of my heart and then ended with full of pain ? not for
once but twice.. Sad, it’s sad when you know it’s your heart you can’t trust..

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