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another Complicated Heart

July 23, 2007

 

That’s a lyric song from Michael
Learns To Rock, a famous melancholic
band from
Denmark (just in case if you don’t know MLTR..wakakaka), everytime I heard
that song, I remember my ‘someone in the past’, (not really in the past maybe),actually
I don’t have any memory and relation between that song and
with ‘someone in the past’, don’t know why, just every time I heard this song,
I remember her, maybe because of the meaning of this lyric really happened in
my life, and maybe still happening now.

 

Actually, I don’t know what I like
from her, she not really pretty, smart,
ok but not really smart, not a genius, but there is a part from her that I love
so much, and I cant erase that part from my heart. What part ?? I don’t know..
can you tell me ???

 

I keep trying to set up a
conversation with her, but I think its useless, she didn`t respond, or maybe
she already close her heart for me. I wish I could turn back the time, I want
to fix all the thing, all of my fault in the past, but I know its impossible,
hey grew up, it`s the real world, real
life, not doraemon with his time machine and magic pocket that can make any
impossible thing happen nor  harry potter
with his magic stick, just say “alakazam” and whatever you want will available
just in a second. This is the real life, with all happy ,sad, good, bad
situation on it. Now I can only trying and praying that someday, sometimes,
that locked heart would be opened for me, I know its difficult, maybe a less
impossible, but trying and loving not a crime a think. Just try,  and wish all the best in the future. ^^

 

Its already 2.35 PM, and I haven’t take a bath.(wogh what i`am such a
lazy person –‘ ).  I think my blog is long enough, and I dont
have any idea to continue writing..so I think it’s the time to end this blog,
maybe I will update this blog again in a several days, with another story of my
life.. have a nice day all…

 

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